It's interesting to go through something that i can't possibly experience in school. Working with my family is definitely an experience to remember.

People might comment and say that my diploma is a waste as i ended up working in a kitchen(with O'Braim. not the house kind of kitchen.) Well to me, diploma is just a back up for my rainy days. in case something happen*touch wood* or i need a change in air, i can always fall back to designing. for now, what im more interested is learning how to manage and handle people and workers.

It may seem like an unglamorous place to work in but fact of the matter is, im actually able to meet all kind of people, in all sorts of aspect. I'm talking about our customers. they can be teachers, regional manager, celebrities(most of them are from the malay entertainment industries), SBS drivers, steward, agents, businessmen/women, models, cleaners, students and even cute and chubby little children. whats more interesting is when we go out, we feel like a celebrity. people will look at us with an expression conveyed "eh.. i know them!" thats when we nod or acknowledge them. sometimes we dont even recognise them but we still smile and assume that they must be our customer. there's actually pros and cons. but one thing for sure, dont go out on a date at pasir ris or sengkang area! haha

what i learn about this is to always be humble and treat everyone with respect cause you'll never know who they are and even if you do, it doesnt matter at all. :) 1:05 PM

so sorry if my blog post are mostly halfway or not fully elaborate. i'll try my best to storytelling fully hor. anyways, just a mini update about my life.

10 july 2010
my father officially made up his decision and announce to everyone that he wants me to be in charge of the stall at sengkang. sounds not a big deal but hey, for a 19+ turning 20 little girl, its quite a big issue hor. its hard handling people, especially if they're older or close to me. and trust me, im not complaining. i love doing what i'm doing. sarcastic, unhappy and even some constructive remarks are part of my life. may sounds aweful but i dont have a choice, since this is what i wanna do. work is work and i maybe harsh sometimes, but i gotta do what i gotta do. no names mentioned in this post ya. *wink*

moving on.. whatelse should i share about?
hmm.. about my previous post?? alahh.. but his story boring la... i want to elaborate also like tak shiok like that. haha.
or should i talk abt..hmm.. john?? heh.
i know some of you hate this part but... I GOT TO GO NOW! lol. 1:48 PM

team edward vs team jacob.
i'll go for team JACOB! but his attitude, i cant tolerate. haha. for those of u who have yet to catch it, i'll share just a jees of it.
the movie is about two guys fighting to win over bella's heart. apparently bella loves both. but she love edward more. so jacob wasnt satisfied with the ans and have been forcing bella to admit that she love him. cliche?? yup it is.. and just for your info, i'm going thru what bella is experiencing right now! well partly..
theres a malay guy at my workplace, working under kopitiam, who's role there is "operation executive supervisor", trying to win my heart. and he's forcing me to say that i love/like him! wa lao wey.. this kind of people shouldnt exist in the first place.
how i wish to elaborate more but i have to go now. 1:16 PM

i'm supposed to work on the logo but i cant focus right now.
just had a real one to one girls talk with mother. i was shocked when i saw her lying on my bed waiting for me to finish freshening up. ahhh i could cry now thinking abt how things had change over time. my siblings and i used to run around when we go out. play among ourselves. fighting over toys. talked til late night about any random topics that came to mind. thinking about how close and blessed we are to be as a family. always there ffor each other thru ups and downs..
i could never trade anything for mother. she's the love of my life. went thru hard time bringing me up, keeping me grounded and taught me to be humble. i'm just thankful to Allah a.s for gave her the strength, health and wealth. what i really hope is to be a filial daughter and make them proud.
i will definitely pass down this little knowledge in life to my next generations. 1:10 AM

one of the things i hate doing early in the morning is answering phone call. dont you guys think so?? my voice is too "sexy" and "rock-ish" for anyone to hear. lately i have no choice. no matter how i hate it, he keeps on calling every single morning! maybe, baru-baru aje kan.. lol.

anyways, yesterday after i blogged, he confessed to me that likes me. obviously its not that easy for him. but me, nur`azizah ibrahim, being typical me, twist and turn the investigation and interrogation which leaves him with no other choice but to admit. omg, mother just dumped a pile of clothes on my back for me to fold.

i guess its time for me to go. will update soon. *wink wink* 12:13 PM

they say, save the best for the last. good things might come to those who wait. is it true? actually depends on how you look at things. be optimistic and inshallah thing will turn out good.

all this while i've been asked when will i get a real boyfriend, when will i stick to one, when will i stop flirting around, do i have a boyfriend. and i just say i'll follow the flow. the actual fact of the matter is i've not found someone whom i can rely on, i can see my future with, i can depend on him. when i say i dont have one yet, people seems not to believe me. so i'll just say im not into relationship, im more of a know-that-person and decide fast to marry or not to marry. that way, it helps to close the case in a way or another.

so far after knowing this guy, i think he fits the bill. well its still early to judge but from mata kasar, i think ya.. he's potential. with looks and attitude, he's definitely what im looking for in a man. but but, obviously everyone is not perfect. there are some plus and minus point but i just need to twitch my mind set to make the negative becomes positive. we are still friends. dont worry. ;)

after a week of knowing each other, we decided to go out on a date on 2 may 2010(personal reference sake). initial plan was he wanted to meet at city hall mrt at 1pm but i suggested that we meet under my block at 12nn. straight away he called in disbelieve cos i actually suggested that. usually girls wouldnt want guys to fetch them because they were scard that their parents will caught them red handded. for my case, both my parents know of our existence so theres nothing to hide. so.. instead of meeting at 12, he reached kinda early at 11.37am so i decided to go meet him after i'm done bersiap.
we spent our day by eating at fish mahanttan white sand, followed by watching Bounty Hunter at marina square and having tea time at ya kun kaya toast.
day passed by so fast and i didnt get to snap a picture. what a waste! there's always next time. but so sayang la.. i cant keep them as part of my collection. boohoo!

thats all for our first outing. will update again when i have the modal to storytelling! :)
btw, thanks all for the well wishes, curiousity and concern over my little social life. i feel touch and honoured to have people like you around me. thank you Allah! 11:14 AM

have you ever wish for something and hope that it came true?
must be most of the time right, be it conscious or unconsciously. sometimes when we get what we wish for might not mean anything. we're just saying it for the sake of saying. and how annoying it would be if we get what we dont want instead.

ok i should stop blabbering and go straight to the point.
on saturday, 24 april 2010, i was helping out at my parents stall in sengkang. i didnt know why but that day i decided to dress up. wasnt dragging to work. and my role for that day is to serve. in the day, there's a topic mother brought up saying that i was too choosy when it comes to choosing the guy that i want. i told her that i wasnt being choosy, its just that i have yet to meet the one.
day passed by so fast at abt 9pm, i decided to sit down facing outside and read magazine while mother and amirah did their usual thing. suddenly i heard a guy saying hello and waving at me as i looked up. ahhh its the 'less salt guy'. he's known among us to be the most good looking customer there. tall, great looking buffed body, little tan and friendly. he always ordered smtg and ends that item by saying less salt. which appearantly, mother didnt put any salt to his dish. so i went to him and he ordered mee soup less salt. when he was paying, he asked me where's my father cos usually he'll be standing either beside or behind me to observe us. i thought he asked that bcos he wanted to chat with father since thats what he usually does whenever he came over.
after finished his meal, he came over to the stall again and asked for jemput-jemput. when its time to pay, he put the coins slowly on the tray.. 50cents, 20cents, 10 cents, 10cents and 10 cents and took out a folded card and gave it to me saying "and this is my number!" immediately i can feel blood rushing through my face and i was blushing. face turned red and i cant stop smiling. i was stil in shocked when i turned around calling mother and everyone in the kitchen turned around and look at me.
i didnt call him that night. decided to call the following night at about 11pm after i'd freshed up and ready for bed. he didnt expect me to call at all. especially in the middle of the night. and i told him that i'd never thought he would give me his number either. i swear i didnt thought it would be a hint for him as i was just giving a politically correct answer. n he asked whether we were thinking of the same thing? like waiting for either ont to make the first move.. i couldnt be saying no even tho that was the real answer. infact, never did it cross my mind that i would be with my customer!

point blank, becareful of what you wish for cos it might just come true!
*im not saying that i wish for him n he did came. what i trying to say is.. ok maybe i need another post to elaborate.* 12:39 PM